little white lies

2010-02-03T22:40:00.000-08:00

Another turning point,
a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist,
directs you where to go

& form 4 sucks so badly,
Aint gonna whine about it. You should try it ;)
OH and for every 99 seconds, there's homework! *stabs stabs*

I wish it was worth the effort.

10 days ♥

2010-02-03T06:52:00.000-08:00

Miracles don't just happen,

people make them happen

Some people wish they were dead, I just wish I felt alive.

Sometimes the hardest thing
and the right thing are the same.

TGI Wednesday.
phew. after a deadly/awesome Tuesday passed by, I could finally rest my butt to blogg!
the ONLY RANDOM scenes I still remember from school;

she said " NOTHING CAN NEVER BE EQUAL TO SOMETHING "

yeah. nothing is equal to nothing -.-

had Rangers meeting today. Running out of 10 cents to donate on every single meeting really sucks, cause you have to keep digging your empty pockets & pretend like you have coins ;]

psst. WE DID HIP-HOP babeh!

[for Ujian Menyanyi,that is]

Lagu ciptaan sendiri?

tadaaa~~

*beatboxing*

My name is Batty.

I live in a teepee

I have a friend, called Kitty,

She's such a cutie,

I call her, Hello Kitty.

[according to CarynK, teepee is where red indians live in!]

ROFL. cant believe we did that.

my Extremely messed up table last night.

my source of energy. As always, FOOD!
100 PLUS is an energy-booster. LOL.

stop guessing what it is.
mushroom soup. x)

being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect.
it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

2010-01-31T23:24:00.000-08:00

I'm scared of falling In Intention.

You should recognize
this next move because
you perfected it.
It's called turning my back
on you and leaving you behind.

screwed up.
Biology pre-test [Wed]
Bio sketch crap [Tomorrow]
Karangan pembentangan [idk when]
BM powerpoint presentation [idk when]
Sivik PKM [3 weeks time]
Sejarah Pre-test [Thurs]

OH MY GOSH. I have ALL THAT? So Sad.

2010-01-31T02:45:00.000-08:00

zero negative.

Like a proud shooting star into the night,
she crashed through the airwaves and ripped open like a knife.
It was a bad disease; her search was over, over.
no longer my nightmare.

2010-01-30T04:47:00.000-08:00

You're Ignored.

Im happy. Just Leave.

Sometimes, when you don’t ask questions,

it’s not because you are afraid

that someone will lie in your face.

It’s because you’re afraid

they’ll tell you the truth.

the pieces don't fit.

2010-01-28T23:56:00.000-08:00

A PHOTOGRAPHER CAPTURES

A MOMENT FROM RUNNING AWAY.

above all, watch with glittering eyes

the whole world around you,

because the greatest secrets

are always hidden in the most unlikely places.

those who don't believe in magic

will never find it.

Where'd she go? I miss her so.

after a total of 10 sweett years of her marvelous companion throughout school life, she made me laugh, she made me cry. but underneath it all, it was time to say goodbye.

♥
I'm gonna miss this girl right here.

what we did for this lovely lady,

Final moments in groups;

& things got really hyper and really HOT in the field!

Pstt. TiffL went Super Super High!

& of course, loads of huggs from her adoring friends ;)

yes, you've guess it. She's crushed by lovee.

One last entertaining segment of the day;

yup, ITS HER ;]
Isnt this lovely?

Till next time.
Byes.

2010-01-28T22:34:00.001-08:00

WHEN ALL REMAINS UNDONE.

if it ever happens again,

just punch them in the face.

Seriously, just punch them in the
face and go get some ice cream.

so let me begin with AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 9.

aww. super cute! ♥

contestants that I thought were HILARIOUS JOKES;

this girl was hyper man, speaking of girl power,

her singing is really quite something ;D

now this dude right here, he actually WINKED-sissy wink

to the camera FIVE friggin times!

-.-

my favourite foursome.

*points above*
she was in BARNEY before!

*STANDING OVATIONS*

I gotta feeling, this year is going to be so much less hawtter ;]

2010-01-27T02:26:00.000-08:00

RANDOMNESS;

Wednesday ♥ 01/27/2010

you're right.
updates.
the most powerful weapon on earth

There's a line drawn
between the beginning and end of anything,
and somehow we find hope
every time we cross that line.

yes, FML is the word.
shan't start whining*

how things looks like on weeknights;

screw homeworks. who needs em?
GAHS. add maths is such lovee, ->> I'm Joking -.-
Stressing out too much about absolutely an everyday thing.

I need to wake up! ;]
*slaps self*

Drink triple,
See double,
Act single.
If you don’t remember,
it never happened

I'm the kinda girl that laughs at a joke 3 times.
Once: when it's told.
Twice: when it's explained.
& three: 5 minutes later when I finally get it

its true :)

2010-01-24T22:57:00.000-08:00

If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense.

Nothing would be what it is,

because everything would be what it isn't.

And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be.

And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?

I normally don't stall time by blogging, but since there's like only English h/w, I shall nicely procrastinate!-before I get depressed when I get my Add Math pre-test papers tomorrow ;-)

look what I NEVER thought I HAD lying around in my picture file:

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

*melts/faints*

THIS IS PRICELESS!

^_^

Choral Speaking practice went really, Funnily well-I think.

STTTTOOOOOPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha. to Miss TiffL,[LOL] I'm still wondering why we cracked up bout this word *points*

it took like forever for me to get this freaking work WITHOUT laughing.

*bite lips* =X

I ____ the feeling after a good run. Or the feeling w

hen my favorite song is on full blast in the car, I like when my ______ makes my

favorite meal. I like traveling to nowhere, getting lost, and then the best part, being fou

nd. I like being held who means a lot to me, especially ________. We al

ways complain there isn’t enough time. Or that these moments _______

come around enough. It’s true that we never stop growing old, and we mature faster

than we’d like. But time is the ________ of ___, and it brings change and su

rprise. I like watching the people I care for get older, change, become who

they’re suppose to be. Sometimes we all wish to go back, to repeat a mo

ment, or pause it forever. But we need change, even when we don’t want it. The cards ar

e placed and time brings us closer to our destination. All the while as we travel

through.. the things we _______ doing, the people we share our life with,

that’s the destiny. We’re not suppose to end up anywhere, we’re suppose to ma

ke the best of this journey. Why didn’t I realize that sooner?

yes, just like a shadow-STTTTTOOOOPPPP

being overly obsessed.

2010-01-22T22:29:00.000-08:00

don't wait for tomorrow.

and who is this?

life is too ironic to fully understand.
It takes sadness to know what happiness is.
Noise to appreciate silence.
And absence to value presence.

GOTONG-ROYONG IS finally over! =] =]
lotsa fun & joy~
have a peek^^
& yes, I dared myself to take candid pictures of her! ;P

♥ ♥ ♥

yes, she posed for me *bleks*

what she's probably saying to herself...
" huh...what???"

" come Komalaa, lets go kai kai....hold my hand" LOLs
" aiya...I walk so far...pintu sudah tutup " =(
" ha....u girls ah...not Consistent enough...cepat balut meja! "

& that, is OUR beloved add math teacher! ;)

<-moving on->
we cleaned up several areas,
& for some reason,
I got the near-the-toilet location. x)

*pats self* =D

HARDWORKING workers of the day! *claps*

yes, the teacher in charged was Very satisfied *grins*

this form 3's went hyper with my camwhore skills! ;]
*points above*

those who worked in the art room.
back in class ~.~ ZzZz

faints* drop dead* or at least, Pretend =P

my Very Contented & Satisfying looking seat! ♥

monitor with pass as her prop! xD
yes, I made her pose =)

CHORAL SPEAKING!
The last one standings!

Xo ♥

2010-01-21T23:49:00.000-08:00

I'm all glued back together now.
I make no apologies for how I chose
to repair what you broke.

HELOOO! =D

I have never hated any more like Add Math.
SHE pisses me.
moving on.

CHORAL SPEAKING!
calling all speakers!
tomorrow's the audition =]
oh great.

NOTE TO SELF: remember the script! (or at least try to)
;)

gotong-royong tomorrow.
[this could be fun!]

updating soon bout more ♥

2010-01-13T22:35:00.000-08:00

I can't even confide my secret in you.

the world is reminding me of you so much today
this hasn't happened in a while

so how was school?

pretty on the edge.
WHY?
h/w + choral speaking + marching + prefect duties + curricular
aint such good combo.
T_______T

*first week*

-packing junks.

I COLORS!

woke up 6 hours before i usually do during hols,

like i said, its terrifying how long pigs like me hibernate! ;)

*tummy growls*

im craving for foooddd!

ah, this is such lovee! ♥

homeworks are calling.

happy one month. ♥

2010-01-13T22:07:00.001-08:00

continuation.

like i said, pictures.

2009-12-28T02:36:00.000-08:00

lets write a storybook ending;

had some pretty saddening events occuring lately,
ups & downs in life are just a minor pain right?
i mean, what could be worse than knowing that your fav. teacher is transferring to other school in approximately a few hours?
-nah. cut the emo-ness...lols

there MUST and WILL be a reason to it ;)

snapshots of our farewell for her?
here goes*
on the second though; i'll upload laters! =)
lols.

to be continued.

2009-12-26T04:29:00.000-08:00

You make me laugh at things that aren't funny.
You make me smile without actually being here.
You make my stomach flip by a text.
You make my heart drop by just saying hi.

yeah, you're approximately 32km away,
but I felt it.

IM BACK Never Better.

2009-12-23T23:37:00.000-08:00

i know how if feels to be on
the edge of your bed, your
head buried in your hands,
wishing everything would end

I'VE GOT 7 freaking A's babeh!
dances like bimbo*

P-E-R-F-E-C-T-I-O-N!

life has never been this sweett, ♥

★★★tadaa~~~~

ZOOM IN?

its been blurred for some resons ;)

...so here goes the story...

SLEPT AT 3am, WOKE UP AT 9am,
went to school so hyper to grab the results,

teacher: semua A!

WAHHHH...... =D =D

went right to the car, not knowing that i've mistakenly taken other candidate's paper!
OH EM GEE.

pfft. pathetic much.

had to run down all the way,

exchange papers *cross fingers*

IF i dont pass, im going suicidal -.-

thank God,! I DID PASSED ;)

*joke of the day larr*

yes, i did it-again.

Xo.

2009-12-05T01:45:00.000-08:00

its hard to say that I' d rather be alone.

2009-12-04T01:20:00.000-08:00

“There are those who work all day. Those who dream all day. And those who spend an hour dreaming before setting to work to fulfill those dreams. Go into the third category because there’s virtually no competition.”

after such a LONG SUPER INTENSE FUN FILLED weekend,
i had finally realized that the net had been such a part of my daily dose of entertainment,
& having to deal with the virus-attitude and all reallu sucks badly;
so i shall start whining about my boring-est weekend (so far)

1) I did nothing, except drooling over the fact that New Moon has hit the theaters ;)

2) I went to New Moon with all my Loviesss <3>

3) I attended my cousin's wedding dinner, gawd. dont i just hate formal events -.-

4) I did swept the floor!
*points to the absolute-clean floor*
;D

5) I did not have MORE THAN 6 HOURS of sleep PER day
*shakes head*
NOT EVEN A LOUSY DAY =(
haha. should be preparing for some serious eyebags to magically appear in a while =)

6) I finally made an effort to short-enize my hair,
after letting it grow for a year straight, its rather saddening to do such a crime; but i had to-was being bribed by mum for something! Shh..

7) FINALLY FINISHED OUR CHORAL SPEAKING SCRIPT IN SCHOOL.

8) I eventually happen to drag my lazy ass to badmin with my buds today =D
having to play without shoes sucks, especially when u have to deal SUCH AN IMMATURE LADY (private offense)

thats all for now aites, gotta go watch drama@ seven & safely land on the bed ASAP after a tiring 3 hours session of playing badminton.

oh crap, i could feel my ass muscle hurting already.

XoXo

yeah, you need a break.

(i know the purple and green doesnt go together, but i dont care =)

2009-11-25T06:16:00.000-08:00

There's a little truth behind every "just kidding";

a little curiosity behind every "just wondering";

a little knowledge behind every "I don't know";

and a little ~~emotion~~ behind every "I don't care".

Here's a little science lesson...
The world revolves around the sun,
Not you.

SUPER tired and intense day,with just like 4hours++ to sleep, i could barely make it to the CF gathering today;

but the thought of NEW MOON being released tomorrow just m

akes me go WOO-HOO!

Joking -.-

spent the whole last hours of yesterday doing last-minute projects for the next day >.<

had to cut 8 by 8cm of colorful squares! =D

ta-daa~~~ MASTERPIECE!

well, just so you dont know, me & Janyse were in charge of brainstorming games session, which could only mean one thing of course, MADNESS!

pasted some really random stuff bout each of them and they had to go about coming up with strategies to cover themselves while attacking ( sounds a bit too ganas?) others to reveal theirs =)
all i can say is...
AWESOME EXPRESSION PEEPS!
*thumbs up*
HAR....pull summore lar....tarik here, tarik there xD
this is GANAS MAN! battlefield! grrr...

PART 2. the butt game (this sounds so wrong) =X

they have to scribble something ASAP to the other side, while scribbling comments bout the person they're competing with. this is cruel. the amount of ppl who landed on the ground was sorta not few lah....HAHA cacat-ed already the chairs!!!! ;)
then it was worship session! =D

*FINALLY REVEALED*
cough, cough, cough

DURING LUNCH BREAK;
sneaked out to Krico with Tiffy and CY to buy cake for Miss Abigail; her sweett 16!
story cut short, IM TIRED.
blah blah blah.
skip terus till the end ;]
WARRIORS OF GOD! =)

Whoa, Hey, Ho, Ha (this is a private joke -.-)

2009-11-23T21:20:00.000-08:00

Someone to help us hear the music in our world.
To remind us that it won’t always be this way.
That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.

My muscles hurt -.-
i feel extreme pain and all tensed up;
screw badminton.
Just AN HOUR an im already complaining
that's my problem.
i need to grow up

1.20pm
went to rehearse & clean up the venue we're using tomorrow,
the place was pretty clean;
so i just did nothing i guess =)
we got lost finding where it was,
& all i was looking out for was maybe a signboard,
reading the name of the place,
boy oh boy,
it was TINY.
but thankfully, we found the place!
with teacher's help of course! =D

random.
yeah. my freaking hand bleed -.-
it was SUPER RED!
it took like an hour to stop.

the songleaders ;)

behind the drums ;]

4.00pm

badminton was superb!

i cant type properly for now,
so this is a really simple post.

"maybe its true that i cant live without you"

2009-11-22T19:22:00.000-08:00

i know that love is just friendship on fire <3

Sometimes I wonder if anything's absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation. Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us.

roll over. i need sleep.
i need to start taking steps of desperate measures to sleep properly,
having lack of rest sucks;
especially when you know you have plans the next day =)

slept at approximately 12.05,
of course after Twilight officially finished on ASTRO for the very first time,
& suddenly my adrenaline rush begin to kick in,
all hyped up for NEW MOON!

♥

*drools*

OOoo. im playing badminton later!
shall update pics soon! =)

weird

2009-11-21T21:48:00.000-08:00

i'm not going to waste another second hanging on to your every word. i'm not going to sit here and pretend i care anymore. i'm never going to be quite the same again. i think im finally getting used to the sucky days caused by you, the great memories, the glances we always stole from eachother. how even though it was impossible, i always hoped every time i got a new text it would be from you. im tired of the plans that fall through, the promises never kept.

im BACK!

after eating, eating, and yes, MORE eating,

i finally came blogging

^_^

had been busy organizing things lately, but im just REALLY

SUPER

DUPER

EXCITED

Twilight has finally landed on Astro!

woots, ! the moment i believe all twi-heart fans are waiting for

Life has never gotten better, just a couple of days spent on the phones, late nights with a tub of ice-cream in front of the flat screen, im all set for the hols! HO HO HO.

-.-

Happy Moments to Live On

2009-11-19T00:55:00.000-08:00

( My bro's the first from the right,)

Oh well, he did it.

Great Job, Congrats!

Better Away?

2009-11-18T21:35:00.000-08:00

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

what happen HAPPENED. You can't deny it,
but I DO SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOU.

Xo.

You can NEVER SAY NEVER.

2009-11-17T20:41:00.000-08:00

It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word;
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard.

Welcome;

they lied.
eggs are tasteless;
-.-
all they do is just lay there & look pretty in Yellow,
It’s those simple things in life we never forget.
It’s those words we wish we never said.

I find it funny how people are always looking for something permanent, but no one really likes the one permanent thing we have. I'm just as guilty as everyone else.
I'd like to say that my life is absolutely perfect in every single way and that I just don't want it to end, but that's not it.
I used to think change was a good thing. Now you've got me scared to death of it.
Take away all the restless nights; do me a favor.
Promise me you'll never change. ♥

after our Choral Speaking script had been rejected, we had to like re-do everything in school again in school tomorrow,
which definately put everyone to a brainstorming session,
we had never been this blunt or blank about thrashing in ideas,
but somehow, we find ourselves going

yeah, you get the picture,
its going to be a heck of a LOOONGG day,
we Finally had a theme to begin with!

a mere discussion with our teacher, Pn Haryathy ♥
its was pretty cool how open she was,how honest she was in complimenting about our previous script,she just want changes, Change is a funny thing.
We're never quite sure of what we're becoming, or why.
Then one day we look at ourselves
and wonder who we are
and how we got there. Somewhere between laughing for no reason,
stupid arguments, long talks & making
fun of each other, we knew we'd always be producing a brilliant script;

Speaking of school, SPM begins today,
which really is wake-up call to me indicating that PMR results are going to be released sooner than ever! Gees

knowing that UPSR results being released tomorrow is even worse,
but life goes on right?
Struggling with my thoughts, change the locks inside my head. Reading between the lines of what you say, and what you said. I turn the radio on to drown me out.

The oddest things hurt me. They get
stuck in my head and replay over & over.

I swear, i am the biggest over-analizer that you will ever meet.

I think so much about the little things that don't even mean
anything.

♥-------> This Is It <-------♥

2009-11-16T22:51:00.000-08:00

this could be one of the days which i dont actually look forward to.

but since its the end of school already,
im supposed to be happy.
WHAT IF IM NOT?
WHAT IF I MISS SCHOOL ALREADY?
i do ;)

We Went Out During School Hours!
W H O A
majorly freaks out*

WOKE UP at 5.40 am.
when everyone is still sleeping in,
im halfway to school already.

BLEKS =P

i caught this on camera & had no idea what those golden streaks are,
but i just love the morning sky,
dont you?

the bus came approximately at 9.00 am,
& everyone excitedly got on it,
all eyes bewildered, not clearly sure of where we're heading to.
KEPALA BATAS LAH.
*blinks*
it was some sort of a Matrix college or something.
but the place was just simply ULU la.
in the middle of nowhere.
but dont let the outer appearance fool you though.

GO GREEN!
its well taken care of i would say,
ONLY in certain areas, that is.

Their SUPER COLD library!
=]
it wasnt enormous, but it was very very organized, & well-planned
*thumbs up*

the mini gallery, hung with pictures and other historical stuff.
Oo. carpeted floors =)

conference room.

took a group picture with our tour guide ;D
her name is Fatin, i think.
& she's one of the urusetia there.
oh, & she's a good at LAUGHING too =]

went to the education fair,
though it was kinda hot & jam-packed,
it was still always fun to loiter by each stall,
& MOST OF THEM thought we were form 4's
=.=
do we look that mature? xP

we ended up looking like we just finished a fabulous time of shopping! Gosh. there were like dozens and dozens of brochures, bookmarks, notebooks, pens and etc.
HECK YEAH, we ♥ to shop!

this is pure amazing =D
i didnt notice this colorful stuff when we came,
but it was definately eye-catching.
all the messages & notes from random visitors are hung on the strings to display their view, comments or thoughts about their college.
♥
went back! =D

*school's over, what can i say?*

Its over.
At the same time that i am relieved
I realize i'd do it again in a heartbeat

.

I GIVE IN.

2009-11-15T22:13:00.001-08:00

DANNY GOKEY'S ALBUM is out.

F I N A L L Y

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84I9da0zu-c

'American Idol' Album Danny Gokey Debuts First Single 'It's Only'

*WAVES WHITE FLAG*
i surrender
-.-
im too lazy to upload pics.

but im ONLY going to upload those memorable ones rather than all those crap i did,
too see the full view of those 117 photos,
view my Facebook Profile,
=D
these just says it all.
NO MORE.
16 NOVEMBER 2009
having a fall from the stairs sucks.
*points below*
Day ONE
*dont ask me how it happened* LOL

i shan't gross you guys out with this,
but seriously,
THIS IS AGONY.
havent been able to run around like i used to
pffftt.
i Cant run anyways;
;)
bathing has been super super hard, & i had to like do some yoga poses in order to keep that "area" DRY. HMPH. dont wonder around. its my back waist aite. Look no further =)

NEXT STOP.
school today was pretty intense.
Had a worship session with the CFcrew,
& practiced with our brilliant guitar players
Miss Chara kept asking
"How to do strumming?"
*blank looks*
When it comes to instruments, i'd always prefer to stay put and quiet.
(technically i have really short fingers & am genetically unfriendly to instruments) =X
LOL
let's give the pro her show =PTIFF!
gawd, if ONLY i could play like her,
it was simply amazing,
especially the One Republic song piece!

whee~~~let me hallucinate in my little world. GIRLPOWER.
RAWRS
Tiff's pick box.
LOOKS SO WRONG! =3
haha. Colours are FUNKY! =D

then it was perhimpunan rasmi. they actually had to delay it from the morning & push it during recess just cause Pengetua's missing.Like WTH? im glad she isnt =)
this happens to be the FINAL school day for the form fives.
so they had a little graduation thingy going on.
head & assistant prefect 2009
definately going to miss Ranee's wail,
Girls, please keep quiet!in case you didnt notice, our school programme after PMR sucks.
this was supposed to be movie marathon,
& boy did we had a shock of our lives at the GIGANTIC tv.
=.=
*its sarcasm,*
LOL

Happy Month.

continued.

2009-11-13T19:26:00.000-08:00

continuation [did i spell correctly?] of the previous post,

remember all those origami that we did,
TADAA~~~
our end product , simply adorable ♥its amazing what the size of hi-tech gadgets are these days.
Oo. Caryn's super fair fingers =)

show offs** HEHE.
thats me lah! x)
focus people.
PN IZYAN: ha....lipat sini, lipat sana. LOL

grrr. it was super long throughout the entire session.
Me: eh Janyse, lets go out la.
Janyse: see, got ppl go out oso. lets go too. who cares?

both of us walked out.
starving leh.
entered haven of FOOOODDD
=D =D =D
♥

Oo la la~~~~
WOOTS.
everyone's going to be bloated. ^^
YO, there's a P A R T A Y in 3K!

ATTEMPT #1
ATTEMPT #2
seriously, ice could be really HEAVY,
or maybe im just way TOO skinny xD
let me just jump to the class photo
memoirs
XoXo ♥

too many pictures to upload.
shall continue later =)

sealed. Done with.

2009-11-12T23:33:00.000-08:00

FINAL WEEK OF SCHOOL

WAS THE BOMB! ♥

Year 2009 is coming to an end,
& so is school.
i shant do much talking,
let the pictures speak
& my camwhoring skills shine.
yeah right ;]

it all began with a dirty outlook,
*fugly fingers*

9.00 am
went to watch the highly anticipated fashion show,
we're BIG cheerleaders,
lets really say BIG BIG ONES.
*waves pom pom*

THE 3rd place WINNER!

*phee-wittt***
our class was cheering like hell.
they've won money!!!!
talk bout cash =D
$

10.07 am
loitered around school with such excitement.
LOL
snap here, snap there,
aihs.

the oh-so-beautiful arch we're going to miss. xD
*sounds like our final year,
dont worry, its NOT*
=]

haha. the other angle, x)

while the sun was still shining brightly,
we snapped our shadows!
MAJOR LOL.

whee~~~poser*
posing anonymously has never been this fun ;)
WOOTS***
same location though

:.peace.:
*i look constipated*
haha =P

RECESS. BREAK.
continued camwhoring,
wonderful line-up!
bleks*

the emcee who gladly asked me to take pictures of her
=)
none other than Sharmathi!
HAHAHAHA.

she's clearly posing*threesome rocks! ^^

10.40 am
headed for origami class,conducted by none other than,
PN IZYAN.
this is hilarious,
Tiff made me take it,
but it was worthwhile ;D
if this doesnt CRACK you UP,
i dont know that will =) =)

++ finally ++
PAR-TAYYYY TIME!
stay tuned for the updates/pictures ♥

S P L A S H!

2009-11-09T22:35:00.000-08:00

if you cant laugh at yourself
life is going to be way longer than you think.

thanks God RIMUP was finally over,

i mean really REALLY OVER :D

line dancing might be awesome,

seeing JIT SIN students in shorts might be hilarious, xP

but nothing beats REST ON BED.

&&&&&

water too!!! ^_^

i came to school,

without any work or duty on my shoulders,

& when school started,

teachers eventually grabbed me & said,

"HEY, kamu tak ada kerja kan? "

dot dot dot.

yeap.

life's like that.

LOL

oh yeah, MY TEAM WON

w o o-h o o

RED ROCKS =]

came home soaking wet,

we pathetically

chased everyone with stolen

mineral water bottles from i dont know where ;D

imagine what this crazy girl *points up* shall do on Friday,

heck yeah, she does what she wants.

AJLJ ;)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

SUGAR SUGAR.

2009-10-27T22:10:00.000-07:00

skipped school AGAIN.
finally learnt our lesson after the VERY BORING ceramah yesterday
that made people yawn a million times
=.=
so what did i do at home?
LOL
sleep, sleep and more sleep!
had been eating ALOT lately,
gonna gain weight like crazy! =D
look at amount of sugar i ate -.-
SUGAR, an ingredient that makes life a whole lot sweeter! *tsk tsk*
piggy Jill.

moving on,
PEOPLE, have you seen the latest issue of Astro Magazine,?
OMG. ahhhhhhhhH!!!!!
sizzling hawt!
♥ ♥ ♥
*inside*
screw it.
less than a month to go.
=D

im sleeping back!

♥

Hectic aint enough.

2009-10-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

one thing I've learned and that's

the hardest part of moving forward.
is not looking back.

I'm glad you're finally noticing.

there's no distance between us if we gaze at the same stars.
as grey as the clouds get, i find comfort in
knowing they're not turning black.

went to school!!!!!
RAWR.
it was pure amazement how i could actually get my ass off to sch.
with only 2 hours and 3 minutes of sleep,
HUMANS like me should be fainting.
(or at least i think so)
but...but...but...
I cam-whored =P
Reason?
take group pics la
*rules are meant to be broken*
let's take a look at these FANTASTIC pictures
LOL
lets put it this way,
MORNING has always, ALWAYS made me sleepy xD
Form 3 are allowed to have a short na p . L OL " EH. study study. got exams " says Lydia sleepy faces**** LOL (can did-obviou sly)Me: " eh, why didn't pose ?"
Them: " morning mah "
*smacks head*
true, true, its morning. =)
CF group pic *ta daaa*
morning & afternoon session =]

KRRRIINNNNG!!!!!!!!
school began
=.=
SPBT chore begins.
im terrified by the amount of books im surrounded with everyday.
gonna be haunted by this room as in forever!
LOL

these are JUST THE FORM 3 books
*pulls hair*
the dark, spooky, creepy, room w e have to enter daily YUP. built body muscles by carrying tons of books =.=
I cant believe the pile of work left.
so little time, so much to do

...let me demonstrate how we do it....

get the code bars.find for the specific subject cut it according to size peel ganas-ly the wrappers this is a very BIG waste -.-stack books carefully after sticking
write numbers on each sides then sit back, relax, TALK! xDwhen you get bored,
stick the code bars to your friend's shoulder, x)
LOL

luckily, I sorta escaped.
Had been busy bout the Choral Speaking Script for next year,
but excitement's already filled the air
YIKES*
the commitee game plan shh..listen!!! halfway done
WOO-HOO
;D

STAY brutal.

2009-10-21T21:33:00.000-07:00

the truth is, i lie awake thinking about you every night.

I told him I was afraid of falling;

And he whispered I have wings

PAUSE;
the homework [it's already been paused] =D
STOP
the drama
PLAY 4
the fun
FAST FORWARD:
through the school year
REWIND 9
those awesome memories =]

***
skipped through school today,
probably because of the Lame activities involved -.-

plans on which day to play truant;
LOL
LINE DANCING makes your legs go numb.
unless you didnt get that,
try working out with Miss Ooi-the PRO
you'll get the hang of it,
1, 2, 3, 4
5, 6, 7, 8

step to the left,right,up,down,
ROUND & ROUND
=.=
*faints*

OOOOO
we did WATER ROCKETS TOO
*grins*
[i have no idea what it does]
but it's handmade!
(pics on that later on)

me: Dad, i dont want to go sch.
him: yeah la. dont go. waste of time.
[thats how He roll when PMR's over!!!]
WOO-HOO

5 random-ness
I don't have school tomorrow. (wtf. i made that up)
I have a word/few words that I can never spell correctly the first time.
-That sucks when that happens.
I'm so hungry right now.
I'm sleepy too.
I'm going to sleep now.

what You've done.

2009-10-18T23:01:00.000-07:00

Simplisticly

100th post =]

Sometimes you just need someone to make you smile when you're sad, someone to tell you you're beautiful, someone to look forward to seeing you everyday. Someone to call you every night, someone to say I love you and mean it. Sometimes you just need someone.

I've learned that I still have a lot to learn. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

♥ ♥ ♥

there are just certain things in life that are better off unknown, things
you wish you never asked, never saw, never heard or never even felt.

14/10/09

2009-10-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

BETTER IN TIME

finally went out after a long long long time.

do you smell something.?
ITS CALLED FREEDOM BABEH!!!!

like the usual trend,
i just had to drop by THE BELOVED JUSCO,
haha =P
it was super empty !
*wonder where everyone migrated to*watched SORRORITY!!!!
damn.
it was Super Creepy.
i can never look at the color BLACK the same way again,
& nightmares will probably be intruding my mind 24/7
but overall,
it was a 9/10 rating.
definately a MUST watch!!!
OMG OMG
check out this blue shirt guy.
he was like giving a dancing lesson or some sort.
gawd.
" so YOU think YOU can dance? "
LOLs.
FOOD!!!
Im a Pig.
food just makes me feel very very happy.
xD

THATS ALL FOR NOW.
more updates later.
adios.

updates'

2009-10-13T03:16:00.001-07:00

had been clearing all those pathetic books,
happy that it finally ended
~phew.GOODBYE FORM 3 BOOKS, i will MISS YOU.
NOT!!!

FINALE'

2009-10-12T19:39:00.000-07:00

ITS OVER BABEH!!!
AHA...OH YEAH....
=]

no longer a PG005K038 candidate,

signing off to PAR-TAY!!!!
XoXo
~annjill.

its near.

2009-10-12T02:55:00.000-07:00

WOOSH~~~
PMR is finally ending,
i can STOP reading now,
well, eventually i will have to start later on.
xD
but, WOO-HOO.
[ WAIT. KH haven't ended yet =.=]

HAHA.
cant wait for tonight to creep by,
i'll be the FIRST to rejoice =]
*chaoz*

POOF * gone.

2009-09-27T04:37:00.000-07:00

YO, humans!
NINE MORE DAYS,
& still counting,
to the day
where

TEARS will FLOW
BLOOD will be SHED
SWEAT will DRIP
OXYGEN SUPPLY will be CUT OFF.
(sorry for over-exaggerating)
xD
that is only happening to me, that is.

for the past 1 week,
i did ALOT of things.
does touching the cover of Sejarah book counted as reading?
well, at least i tried studying.
the whole week is just like,
" ANNJILL ah, study lah "
sheesh,
ever wonder how miserable life could be with PMR,
just the thought of it could kill one's mind.
=]

dont be worry lah...be happy ma...
so CHILL & stop the craps. ***
enough is enough
studying brings much weariness to flesh.
which is why God invented
FOOD!
TELEVISION!
RADIO!
BED!
& of course
computer *ahem ahem*i did rot for a few days in front of TV,
humans just cant resist flat screens right?

i will be back AFTER PMR,
till then,
yours truly,

droPPed by.

2009-09-18T23:44:00.000-07:00

BRRR. the weather's so purrrfect & humid-ish,
which i super loveee <3

i started sleeping sorta late lately,

& eyebags began t fill under my eyes,
so now im PANDA annjill. xD

oh, and a PIG too!
^_^

still trying to slap myself into reality
and to get the fact that im actually a candidate of PMR
in another few weeks only!
grrr....i gotta go study...
have to repent and jadi budak baik kan? LOLx

RePLAY-

2009-09-16T23:12:00.000-07:00

let me get my engine started,

=.=
aint working.
still feeling so tired and stressful,
Gerak Gempur just loves destroying lives of young students eh?
BUT BUT BUT
the friggin school gave us only a ONE DAY notice,
which made me went totally blank,

breathe in, breathe out.
heck yeah, i studied.
but when the papers came,
i just couldn't recall a single thing.
darn it.
pshht.
sorta screw a few papers up,
but,overall, i am still awfully shock at the fact that its over already
~phew!
3 restless nights have come and go,
& it's only ONLY 20 days to PMR.
bang*bang*bang*
ANNJILL's dead =]

IM B A C K

2009-09-14T06:53:00.000-07:00

horrifying enough, i found myself drowning into someone unexpected,
25 AUGUST 2009

it's been bout a long time,
was enjoying life to maximum for the past,
let's say 2 months
brain is still empty,
slow in memory or whatsoever skill,

so let's see...
where do i begin,?
cutting or summarizing 2 months in one post isnt easy,
but im gonna do it =)

CURRENT NEWS I COULD REMEMBER:
-oh yeah, i sorta flunk my trials, LOLs. but still satisfied =) *not complaining*
-i did not PONTENG sekolah for a very long time =)
-i COMPLETED A FRIGGIN electric circuit all by myself! TEE HEE
" saya tidak mengalah namun tetap bertabah hati untuk menyempurnakan tugasan ini "
LOL

-UPSR ended. during that dreadful period, all my brother could exclaim was
IT WAS A PIECE OF CAKE!
yeah, right.

T_T

-oh yeah, did i mention that school just digs the crap out?
so no meaning la, sleeping throughtout free periods and doing paperwork isn't what i really had in mind, =.=

c'mon la
SAVE THE TREES LA
NO EXAM!
>.< gerak gempur tomorrow,
& im here,
it makes sense.
forget about studying larh.
no marks wan.
LOLs.

signing off for now,
yours truly,
annjill

changes

2009-09-04T23:11:00.000-07:00

MY WORD, received PMR trials timetable already.
=.=
terribly alarmed by this sudden reproach.
as if people are not studying already.
ish. ish. ish.
such desperate moments spent with books;
such waste!
shall be gone for a while.
=)

going going gonna go away,

NOTHING ELSE I CAN SAY, eh eh eh eh.

2009-09-03T05:49:00.003-07:00

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love's the perfect crime

ding dang dong.

Facebook came up with a highly-anticipated quiz,
find the result rather amusing,

Yeoh just took the "First letter of the person who is thinking of you right now" quiz and the result is J.

J... thinks of you from time to time and is missing you big time.

yeah RIGHT, maybe

♥ ♥ ♥

finally chose to repent,
T_____T
after such a looooooong break,
decided to start squeezing numerous facts into my brain,
before its toooooo late,

1 MORE MONTH
brr...i gotta feeling,
i'm just gonna have to drag my heavy ass
right to the table & read, read, read.

life IS GOOD with him in the picture, =D

bounce baby out the door,
i ain't needing you no more,

HARDER years.

2009-09-01T23:50:00.000-07:00

it's been a roller coaster ride,
is it just me,
OR
did MERDEKA this year seems so i don't know, L-A-M-E?
so poorly planned.
was expecting more since they put all those PERPADUAN advertisments up on TV,
but sadly no.

after the sad/depressing/hectic/suicidal August cloud flew away,
i begin to see things a little more...
i would say, optimistic.
not to mean i've been pessimistic all along.
but that's just the way it is.
life's SO MUCH BETTER when it's labeled with fear.
always sink in securities,feeling defeated.
been there, done that.

after trials, so-no-mood to study ade la.
feel so suck-ish and lazy.
pathetic reasons, i know.
but i've SERIOUSLY turned into a rotten pig during hols,
i'm even lazy to bathe.
(kill me la....)-i think i might even be lazy to be killed .LOLS.
i have never been in such agony for such a long long long long time.

just when i think i'm no longer a worrywart, things tend to turn the whole way round.
RESULTS RESULTS.
GRRR. results.
i managed to score just a couple of A's.
WHY.?
no tuition lo.
lazy to cary me lazy ass to study=.=
TUITION will be my one and only weapon.xD
i've been tuition-less. but i have to say,
pretty satisfied with how my marks turned out.
wasn't expecting to come this far,
if only kerajaan happen to change their minds & make 75 an A
then, then, then,
straight A's shall appear.......=)

***

but if I let go, then I will never know.

it is DONE

2009-08-28T08:23:00.000-07:00

Still alive, kicking around.

noh neeed to treat me like im sick anymore =)
WHEEE!!~~~ holidays are ending.
my hallucinating & disturbing thoughts are pouring in again.
school...my-last-on-the-list reason not to continue living, LOLs.
but, im still surviving-till today. GEEES.
it's 11.25 pm. it stopped raining. the weather chills the crap out.
i'm tired. yet-im blogging.
~aiseh.i might just collapse later xD.
ohkay, enough of the craps.
i still have TERRIBLE COUGH, oh em gee...
i might just bite my throat off in anger someday,
& i need a vampire to do that......
i'm a little cheesy right now, forgive me dear mates;

you started thinking of the good times,
& you ask yourself why.

Why are you like that?

2009-08-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

here's the deal.

i am still going to drop by.
if by any means, once in a blue moon.

RECENTLY recent, i was feeling a little under the weather,
flu
cough
fever
sorethroat
headache
stomachache
everything at once.

screw it. i wasn't even able to present myself on the last day of school.
the day that i was looking forward to the most.
somehow, my parents went freaking out-of course.
with THE NEWS OF H1N1 spreading and laying on the front pages of newspapers,
i was indeed a possibly candidate of a H1N1 patient.

so i was bedridden, DID NOT SHOWER for approximately 2 days straight.
my TONGUE taste like raw medicine,
& i had to overcome my all-time phobia,
taking HUMONGOUS pills.
i survived all that.

i c a n t b e l i e v e i t either.

moving on,
CF FAREWELL 09'

clickety click!!

~GOING GREEN~the green warriors.!!! GRRR.
the ones who will be leaving...
teacher and the crew.YoongHui and Teng Yee.
Evelyn and Li En.
all the FORM 5's

more to come,
pictures on games that night.

***

do you ever think when you're all alone,
all that we could be,
where this thing could go?

MY final LOSS, no more.

2009-08-17T01:52:00.000-07:00

we never did stop pretending,
all those efforts that seemed unending.
but the truth freaking hurts,
i pity yourself sometimes.
i had foolishly spent 1825 days, 10950 minutes and 65700 seconds
relentlessly on what wasn't worth thinking.
but everything good has to come to an end,
& i guess this is it.
right here, right now.
happy coming 22nd August, stranger.

86th post,
the grand finale.
i had an actual reason to stop,
but bye dear readers,
i'm signing out for good!=)

chaos people=)
i shall cherish every single memoirs i kept sacred here.

it does kill you to show respect, doesn't it?

tag, tag, tag!

2009-08-16T01:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TAGGING PEOPLE ;>

Tagged by N-Marie (a top socialite,i would say.) =D

Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik mengenai pemberi award ini

N-Marie ♥
1. Loves changing her blogskin? LOLs. A PERFECTIONIST in her search for the perfect one!

2. An extremely qualified person to be in the music industry or in her pursue of her goals.

3. I realized that I've lost the most wonderful/perfect partner to sing with! eversince std.6 :]

4. HEIGHT (check)

BEST FEATURES? (check, check and check!)

5. the person she's looking for is just a mile away. look again, =>

setiap blogger harus menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya

1. am short. NOT UNTIL THAT DESPERATE MEASURE THOUGH.

2. really INDECISIVE when forced to choose a certain something.

3. in case you haven't noticed, i whine and crap a lot, at the wrong place, the wrong time.

4. an absolute lover/big-fan-of mushrooms or a.k.a parasites that creeps on the jungle floor.

5. i scare myself at how much i think about things sometimes. =)

6. I ALWAYS pretend i study-when the truth is, i study people more!

7. sucks badly in running , can you tell?

8. left-handed, DUH.

9. interest varies randomly according to moods.

10. unfortunately imperfect.

anda perlu memlilih 5 penerima award seterusnya, dan ceritakan tentang mereka

1.The Amicizians [ really down to earth, easily hyped up xD ]

2.Angeline [ for some reasons, i think she's really inexplicably different ]

3.Michelle [ has unlimited thinking. ] LOLS

4. Wendy [ adorably fun to joke with xD ]

5. Karine [ super tall, & LOUD! ] :)

THAT'S it -i can't think of more.

[p/s : i changed the digit 10 into 5] LOLs.

BEEN HERE ALL ALONG.

2009-08-14T04:55:00.000-07:00

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

I believe that two people are connected at the heart.

And it doesn't matter what you do, or who you are or where you live

There are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.

♥ ♥ ♥

IM FREE ♥ ♥ ♥

not entirely, but it's not too early to declare.

had a wonderful/pleasant time just hanging around doing nothing.

it's like i've been in an outdoor prison or sumtin.

due to my high-ness, i wouldn't be shocked if i just probably fall off somewhere.

suck-ish TRIALS.

who needs 'em anyway?

main concerns are always directing me to that same old question.

"WHY SO MANY MISTAKES"

gees! OOOHHH EEMMM GEEE.

there.! i stop whining about exams here.

Um. I might be a little bit excited. Just a little :)

THE HILARIOUS THING ABOUT TOMORROW.

cross-country.

oh WOW. partners in crime for not running tomorrow,

THE YELLOW HOUSE MEMBERS a.k.a. half the 3K class.

so embarassing-ish. like a bunch of maniacs let loose on the roadside xD

thought about skipping school, but can't think of a better reason not to go except H1N1

i have to make it. or else.

one day of pure torture for a whole week of normalcy.

i'll take it! ;]

♥

someone
is thinking of you
someone
cares about you
someone
misses you
someone
wants to talk to you
someone
wants to be with you
someone
wants to hold your hand
someone
hopes everything turns out all right
someone
wants you to be happy
someone
is sorry

someone

screwed up

…and its all the

same someone.

" Someday you will uncover all the lies you

assumed i tried denying. & that time,

i will be right there, smiling. "

remorse.

2009-08-12T04:53:00.001-07:00

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again

DING DANG DONG
woosh~~
3 days on the count for freedom.
its been pretty satisfying-so far.
but hey, TGI nearly over.
-phew.

updates:
SHE finally went far far away.
SISTER went to AIMST.
finally la.
after all the weeks of her bragging bout it,
buying this-that.
carrying the whole house la.
^_^
LOL

i should have known better.

mid-year resolution

2009-08-05T22:59:00.000-07:00

im STILL alive.

had an eyesore this morning.
thank God it ain't symptoms of H1N1,
or else i wouldn't be here,
LOLs.
it's simply tempting to online these days,
i got so BESOTTED with the net lately.
but enough already.
REPENT la people,
study.
STUDY.
=)
all the best to warga HSBM/JD/CONVENT.
whoever you are, xD.

dead and gone.
i deserve better.

YOU need to know.

2009-08-05T03:12:00.000-07:00

this is my heart, im giving it to you

be careful its beautiful like you

one drop or mistake and it will shatter into two

please be gentle, being broken is nothing new

I hope your special and really kind,

you make my heart race as fast as my mind.

IM ALIVE!! :D
& I did study okay?
ISH ISH.
the clock can never stop ticking.
my brain HAS GOT TO STOP functioning.
it might just explode with numerous and countless facts someday xD
school, as usual.
i prank & have been pranked.
made a calculator go missing for 2 days.
found it at 7.43 today.=)
had to adopt myself with the fact that i am,
facing TRIALS next week,
i suck so bad in reading,
i FEEL SO SMART ALREADY.
what the heck-i know.
BUT PEOPLE, LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!!
there's got to be more to life than just pure tortures right?
EXERCISE=)
i couldn't help but to say it out loud
I DID exercise.
20 minutes straight.
BLAHs.
NOT COUNTED.
walking on a track-mill isn't exactly exercising,
but at least i did move my muscles right???
LOLS.
gees-i got to continue living my gradual life,
though i'm practically all worn out & exhausted.
I NEED MY SWEETEST DRUG!!

all the 8 billion drugs in this world,
but its YOU i want.
without it, i'm just PLAIN INSCRUTABLE.

i can't live without my mocha lattes, late nights, beloved books, sparkly black nail polish, root beer floats, my bestfriends, cell phone, but most of all i don't think i would even be able to function without you.
i really think there's a reason that i like him so much. like something's telling me not to let him go. everytime i follow my heart, it leads to him. i mean, what other explanation is there? why is it that no matter how upset i am, i see him and can't help but smile? why is it that when he smiles i get that feeling my stomach? sometimes you just don't want to get near the person you admire or desire because you're afraid to see his imperfections, but you're more afraid that you've fallen for him.